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"   the thought of someone else touching you makes me sick to my stomach   "
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will always have internalized hate towards my mother for leaving me here


Your breath, your heartbeat, and your soft, soft skin
The gentle rise and dip of your chest as I laid my head on you.
I focused on your heartbeat and I couldn’t help but think,
"This is the most at peace I’ll ever be."
I didn’t know how true that was until now, as I’m going without you.
When I try and rest, I imagine your breath and your heartbeat
Resonating through my entire body, relieving all of my stress
But it translates into worry, hell. All I can do is wish you were here.

I miss you.
  1. I just want to kiss you.
  2. I’m spoiled rotten, I need your attention.
  3. You’re the nicest thing that’s every happened to me.
  4. and you’re the most beautiful thing that has entered my life.
  5. Let’s go iceskating and hold hands.
  6. I want to take pictures with you.
  7. Come back.
  8. I’m sorry.
  9. I’m so sorry.

I remember when
He punched his fingers
Into the wall, missing me
By merely an inch.

He seasoned the wall
With the skin of his fists.
I licked the stain
Just to feel like I was part of him.

Lorne Ryan, Well Seasoned 

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1) I want to rent hotel rooms with you and spend more than half our time being outside.

2) I want to get lost while we’re driving because I can’t read maps and you are too stubborn to ask for directions.

3) I want to eat drive-thru food with you on the floor of our first apartment.

4) I want to get drunk in public and have you take me home while I hit on you.

5) I want to go on long adventures with you.

6) I want to go to the movies and make out with you in the back like a couple of over excited teenagers.

7) I want to lay with you under the stars and talk about the future like I’ve got it all planned.

8) I want to break in your arms once in a while because I don’t have it all planned.

9) I want to bore with you with my favorite shows and movies even though you insist it is okay.

10) I want to play video games with you and sulk when I lose.

11) I want to paint you in my poems.

12) I want to dance with you.

13) I want to spend the rest of my life with you, knowing there’s no place else I’d rather be.


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orphictaco babe.

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i miss you so much

"   I feel you in my bones. Your silence screams in my ears.   "
Jean-Paul Sartre, No Exit  (via petrichour)

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